"I think about dying but I don’t want to die, not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic, theres so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m wasting every second, even now i’m writing this when I should be out there, I should be living. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell i’m doing or how to get out."- (via wanduring)
THE BOYS ARE HOME WITH THEIR FAMILIES THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY. ASHTON CAN PLAY WITH HIS SIBLINGS, MICHAEL CAN PLAY ALL THE VIDEO GAMES HE WANTS, LUKE CAN BE LECTURED BY LIZ AND CALUM CAN HAVE HIS MOTHERS SPAGHETTI AGAIN THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY.